went to the AutoShow Off car show in Total, Molino. Gie said PR organized it. It was pretty much okay. there wasnt that may entries, but quality-wise, it was pretty much up there. This hatch did an exhibition (burning tires dammit) which was kinda outta place since A: it was a gas station. B: the audience was pretty much up close. Meanining like three or four steps away from the cars. I really wished they said it was gonna be like that, meaning they were gonan be doing a burn-oiut, so we could have backed our asses way outta there. Anyways, it was pretty hot and i couldnt remove my sweater because...

Gie and i met Aryan at Absynth. And fucc it, it was real hot. Soon after, went back to the car to leave my phone, walked around Greenbelt, past Temple all the way to McDonalds for iced tea.  Headed back to Absynth, sat down by the fountain, smoked, watched people pass by, waited for it to get windy even a bit (which never happened). Did cardio. Dont people know how to dance already? I was thinking the crowd would be okay but guess what, it didnt. I dunno what happened but aside from the fact that most were kids, the guys werent dancing (just standing around) and you could actually count how many guys looked good in one hand (not that i was looking, just proving a point). But there was this really cute guy back at the car show tho. haha

Anyways, watched a stupid skank do leglifts and gyrate, trying her uber best in seducing a white guy who was eeeww looking (fyi, you dont have to strip to be sexy dumbass) beside the dj's booth. Kadiri talaga. Hello, you should have gone to a different club. Oh well, this never happens in embassy and temple. Dunno why absynth is downgrading. So one skank, two iced teas, red bull-vodka and a bottle of light after, decided to head home. I was getting real bored already.

when i got home, i couldnt sleep so i texted Marcus to call me. i really needed someone to talk to and he did. we talked and i got to release a lot of pent up stress and frustration. he said i should just understand that this friend of ours had a reason for what he did. I just agreed cuz i was tired of stressing already.

by seven, my mom and i left for Loyola to visit my grandparents. It was my Lola's death anniversary so it just right that we bring flowers. Bought beautiful ones for both of them. Stayed for a bit to talk to them. I kinda believe that even if our ancestors are dead, they still help us with our lives). Asked for them to help me have peace of mind already. And for me to find my piece of happines..

with everything thats been going on lately, ive become numb. the only thing that im waiting for is for me to completely forget.