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a baptism and 3 foos with hangovers

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 02:52:14 GMT

jerome picked me up at ten am. went to the mountains of san mateo rizal. and daym, i just realized that was like sooooooo far. well, at least i wasn't driving. we arrived at the church for the baptism at like 11 something. jay pulled up a couple of minutes later. waited a couple of minutes inside the church. wait, make that a lot of minutes. saw what jay would look like if he was gay. regretting not being able to take a picture of him. i mean her. i mean it. i mean whatever. hahaha
after the baptism, which im sure the kid's dad - dennis, would regret making these 3 fools ninongs for his daughter, we went to his house, had late lunch, and hung around at this hut beside the house because it was so hot i wanted to crack an egg on the pavement to see how quick i could make a fried egg.
well, the 3 of them figured out a good way to make a rep in a bad-ass neighborhood. which included poop. contemplated side effects of Artho of something. All three were nursing hangovers so they didnt even get to finish their beers. Thats WEAK!!!!

went home by 230. passed by Fort. Jerome wanted to watch a movie and i was psyched thinking Evan Almighty was already showing. Yun pala I just thought it was. Crap. So we decided no nalang. Bought fruit shakes, smoked at the parking lot then headed home. It was pretty much a fun day. I ended up at work. Jerome ended up drunk. Jay and Karlo ended up hookin up with each other. NOT!!! Just trippin.

batman is gay!!

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 19:14:53 GMT

This is what made my day. Havent watched this since 2005?! Laughed my ass out and hell, I love Rex Navarette. I swear I'm going to be watching his concert/gig in the States by next year. Unless of course he goes to Manila before that.

If you wanna watch it, here's the link: http://www.fractalcow.com/rex/

Cuz if you don't know shit about Rex Navarette, you're missing out on what pinoy humour really is.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Sun, 06 May 2007 20:42:05 GMT

went to the AutoShow Off car show in Total, Molino. Gie said PR organized it. It was pretty much okay. there wasnt that may entries, but quality-wise, it was pretty much up there. This hatch did an exhibition (burning tires dammit) which was kinda outta place since A: it was a gas station. B: the audience was pretty much up close. Meanining like three or four steps away from the cars. I really wished they said it was gonna be like that, meaning they were gonan be doing a burn-oiut, so we could have backed our asses way outta there. Anyways, it was pretty hot and i couldnt remove my sweater because...

Gie and i met Aryan at Absynth. And fucc it, it was real hot. Soon after, went back to the car to leave my phone, walked around Greenbelt, past Temple all the way to McDonalds for iced tea. Headed back to Absynth, sat down by the fountain, smoked, watched people pass by, waited for it to get windy even a bit (which never happened). Did cardio. Dont people know how to dance already? I was thinking the crowd would be okay but guess what, it didnt. I dunno what happened but aside from the fact that most were kids, the guys werent dancing (just standing around) and you could actually count how many guys looked good in one hand (not that i was looking, just proving a point). But there was this really cute guy back at the car show tho. haha

Anyways, watched a stupid skank do leglifts and gyrate, trying her uber best in seducing a white guy who was eeeww looking (fyi, you dont have to strip to be sexy dumbass) beside the dj's booth. Kadiri talaga. Hello, you should have gone to a different club. Oh well, this never happens in embassy and temple. Dunno why absynth is downgrading. So one skank, two iced teas, red bull-vodka and a bottle of light after, decided to head home. I was getting real bored already.

when i got home, i couldnt sleep so i texted Marcus to call me. i really needed someone to talk to and he did. we talked and i got to release a lot of pent up stress and frustration. he said i should just understand that this friend of ours had a reason for what he did. I just agreed cuz i was tired of stressing already.

by seven, my mom and i left for Loyola to visit my grandparents. It was my Lola's death anniversary so it just right that we bring flowers. Bought beautiful ones for both of them. Stayed for a bit to talk to them. I kinda believe that even if our ancestors are dead, they still help us with our lives). Asked for them to help me have peace of mind already. And for me to find my piece of happines..

with everything thats been going on lately, ive become numb. the only thing that im waiting for is for me to completely forget.

i hate today

Thu, 03 May 2007 09:58:54 GMT

more than any day.

i hate the fact that my close friend decides to meddle in my affairs. MY AFFAIRS. I mean like it hasnt been enough that ive been stressin about everything that's been goin on for the past couple of weeks.

its so frustrating when you tell someone not to do anything about something and just do nothing but listen to you and your problems. but when that person decides to do just about that something you told him not to do... thats fucced up. my head really hurts already. yea now call and apologize. after doing that shit. like it would make a difference?!

god i hate this.

test results and porch hangovers

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 08:05:42 GMT

what do you do when youre bored and cant seem to do anything much? you clean your gauges. haha. well, changed bulbs, couldnt find any overlay yet so for the meantime...

shel picked me up sometime past nine last night. went to Porch. Melai and Dann followed. Caught up on stuff, laugh trippin the entire night and starting to get faded. Jason arrived, made besos, checked the second floor of Porch cuz i never had time to check it out before. Soon after familiar faces popped up. Oluap, Medina, Cheska and Jesse were there too. We transferred inside before i had ten million insect bites. lol And yes Jason, I am the epitome of being a maria clara. ahaha :P anywyas, since Jesse joined the table, everyone started dancin. Daym, memories of clubbing with melai and getting stares from the haters and the players. Haha Jason passed pink slush around and everythin got crazy. Dancing, legs got wet from the Shel's beer, got dripped on with pink slush shots, and my jaw was sore from laughing and smiling all night. It was a great night.

although... my phone was on speedial and my credits got drained cuz it kept dialing out. Even numbers i didnt want to. Well, I actually didnt know till Alain called me this morning to lemme know that. Oh well, guess nothing is ever perfect.

Anyways, had a check-up and what i was hoping wouldnt happen did. Confirmed the results of yesterday's test. FUUUUUUUCCCCC... But, ive already thought about this for weeks already and i made up my mind already. I just hope my decision turns out to be a good thing.

Friday, April 27, 2007

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:03:44 GMT

it rained this afternoon. and i've been late for work everyday for the longest time so i decided to leave at 530. traffic was real bad, as usual (line at c5 toll was like more than a kilometer, effing isht) but the rain made it more tolerable.

there's something about the rain that makes you contemplate. and more than anything else, i was able to relax while driving to work. didnt have to speed at 140 nor maneuver lanes avoiding trucks and cars who seemed to take forever. found the old cds that marcus burned for me and it was old club music. made me remember how much fun it was clubbin wit them. well, up until they get drunk, flirt with girls and get into trouble. muther fuccin asses. but they are MY mother fuccin asses. miss them so.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 14:51:22 GMT

a lot of things went down recently and i feel really exhausted. TJ left for fremont Sunday noon. We talked saturday night before he left. Took me to my fave restaurant, Fidel's in Malate. And what we talked about made me more confused with myself and how my life is going. He said he loved me, that he always had. But since my ex is a good friend of his, and figuring how Marcus and Alain would kill him, he decided to just be friends. That was why he wanted to spend every day before he left with me.

hay... I hate it when this happens. Why cant the person you want to love you love you back. Its always someone else who does. Not who you want.

It was pretty awkward tho... cuz i didnt know what to say. I just laughed it off and said it was gonna be useless anyway cuz he's goin back to fremont already. then he said he could always not go i just need to say it. and i was speechless.. because i wanted to hear that from someone else but i heard it from him. i excused myself, went to the bathroom and was cried just to let it all out and went back out.

fucc it...

he brought me to the office, which was weird cuz i had my car and he had his. said goodbyes and he asked me if i wouldnt change my mind. that if he really didnt have any chance. i just hugged him and wished him a good trip. i decided not to tell alain about it knowing how riled up he would get.

today..

Didn't get much sleep today. Shaun dropped by the car shop to stay with me till I had to go home and change for work. Had the rotor of the car's distributor replaced. Caught up with friends i havent been in touch with for some time while waiting. Rex had the mechanic go to evangelista for the rotor. Went home to charge my phone and take a bath and change for work. Got my car and headed to the office. Today's not actually a good day for me. Having migraines and feeling dizzy at work. And its just a Tuesday...

at work with just two hours of sleep

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 12:08:00 GMT

Had to go overtime at work. Got home sometime past seven. Messed around with anjell till eight and fell asleep sometime like nine. i guess the fact that my phone was ringing every fifteen to thirty minutes made getting the sleep i wanted even harder. Intermittent sleep meant id be getting a migraine later this evening but its not like i could do anything about it anymore.

At twelve i decided to get up already. was meeting up with glenn at NKI to see arvin. wanted to go to the hospital before meeting TJ at greenhills. Left round about two already. It was sooooo hot. God, i hate going out when the sun is still up. saw mike at shell and made kamustas and all that for a bit, then headed to NKI. Met Glenn and Ina, had iced tea and blueberry cheesecakes while catching up on stuff and reminiscing college days like my first love and all that isht. Then went up to Arvin's room. Met his mom and his two titas.

Arvin had been sick for quite some time na pala. If Glenn didnt go home from Singapore, I wouldnt have known he was sick!! Turns out he has Guillain-Barre Syndrome.

http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/gbs/gbs.htm

He's having plasmapheresis treatments already. Last night he was in the ICU and he's gonna be in there tonight again to see if he will react to treatments. I really really pray that he gets better real soon. He said that if he wasnt brought to the hospital sooner, he wouldbe been under coma by this time already. And my heart wouldve broken if that happened. I really really love Arvin. He's one of the best people in my life. And there are only a few of them so thats how important he is to me.

I really missed hanging with Glenn and Arvin. I missed all the sermons i'd get. Lalo na with Arvin. He'd always ask me who my boyfriend is. Or who I was dating. How many I was dating. Then reminds me to behave and pakabait and all that. How he wanted updates on Anjell and reminding me to be a good mom. I miss all the laugh trips and the teasing and banter... i guess i miss EVERYTHING.

Met up with TJ around four thirty and got some stuff at Greenhills. Had coffee at Starbucks and asked him what he wanted to talk about. Said it had to wait till tomorrow evening. So sabi ko sige, tomorrow night nalang. Headed to the office and when I parked, Little Tykes was still open so I bought some pool stuff for Anjell.

Its just 9pm and im starting to get a headache already. Hah, and I have like a really busy day tomorrow pa. So, good luck to me.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 11:52:15 GMT

my hair's back to brown. with highlights and lowlights.
figured it looked better on me. the thing about being a girl is that when youre frustrated, irritated, stressed, happy, sad or whatever fucced up emotions you may have, your hair is the easiest thing to change. so might as well.

i just dont understand why all of a sudden salesladies and random people talk to me like i dont understand tagalog.

funny things that happened today:
1. at the gas station: "uh maam.. ill windshield?" (you'll what again?)
2. TJ's text: "your worth is not for what you have, not even for who you are, bit for what others have become because of you.. Most of them became horny ive heard. " (corny!!)
3. Alain this afternoon on the phone: "maybe you're just in denial.." (utang na loob..)

anyways, my day's goin pretty much okay. hope it continues till later. TJ's supposed to pick me up tomorrow noon to head to greenhills to buy stuff. I hate traffic. Much less driving in traffic. Even more so with the heat. I guess that means skirt, slippers and shirt again tomorrow.

:(

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 14:23:45 GMT

just have to say..

i seriously got tired.
used to be really stressed.
now i dont care anymore.

figured this is what i would feel sooner or later. knowing me and my short-term attention span.

anyways...

had car trouble just the other day. car wouldnt start. rpmd to 2000 then drops to 0. PMd Ajay and said ill go down during my break. When i went down, there was like 5 of the. Ajay, Ed, Allan, Piloy and his friend (i think his name was Miguel). The car started naman fine but Miguel fixed the idling.

traffic was bad again. as usual. so was late for twenty minutes to work. crap.

i still have a cold. and a bad-ass headache. chris told me to take liquid nyquil tho.

glenn arrived from singapore last week and is leaving on saturday as well.

arvin's at the hospital.. apparently he has been for quite some time already. ill really try to visit him on sunday.

tj's leaving for cali on the 22nd. ill miss my mestizo slang-slurring bodyguard foo.

have to meet rex tomorrow cuz he's gonna be hookin me up for the car's fan belt. good luck with the heat.

not sure if i can basement saturday but ill try to squeeze it in. Tj's supposed to pick me up saturday and head out to dinner cuz he'll be leavin already on Sunday. Said he had something important to tell me. Hello, i dont know why he cant just say it over the phone. Anyways, if its important eh di fine...

keep on forgetting a lot of things recently. like where i put my stuff. things i need to do. where i put my shoes at. even the food i sometimes bring to the office, I forget in the car. forgetting is the word of the month for me. oh well.